Had enough

[Annapocalypse]

Of not being able to cope with the simplest things.
Of people expecting too much of me.
Of being so sick on the inside, but looking "fine" on the outside.
Of taking my problems out on others.
Of others taking their problems out on me.
Of people relying on me.
Of knowing I have important work to do, but being able to do nothing but lie in bed all day.
Of drinking, sleeping and watching the same TV shows over and over just to numb my mind.
Of not being normal.
Of no one understanding or caring.

[dollpart]

I know that feeling.

What's been happening? How are you doing?

Any ideas how you can stop all these things from happening?

[roiben]

It sounds like you are going through a low phase at the moment *hugs* I know how hard and how frustrating they can be.

Try to remember that it is okay to struggle, and that things will pick up again. You will find yourself back at a point where you can do those tasks. For now, work on doing a little at a time, maybe get out of bed and get dressed one day, and then the next, look at ensuring you have a shower, or some air.

Are you getting any support at the moment?

Roiben x