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Reviews Requested- Contains upsetting material - Life (poem)
I feel defeated by this world,
By this life and by reality.
I don't know where my head is at,
But I think I've lost my sanity.
I'm angry, sad,
Confused and scared.
This bitter past,
Nobody cared.
Who am I?
What've I become?
This pain's so strong,
Yet I feel so numb.
Life's pleasures and gifts,
They never last.
They make you feel great,
Then they disappear fast.
And you're left with nothing,
The same nothing as before.
The nothing that you started with,
But you beg for something more.
Something more than nothing.
That is all you ask.
Joy is a delusion.
A smile is a mask.
I think I'm alright,
I might just be ok.
What does that even mean?
Just survive another day?
You know, this life, I will survive,
I'll fight and bleed, I'll scream and cry.
I'll break and fall but again I'll try,
I'll live this life, I don't want to die.
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