OMG! this is really pissing me off!
Get this, My mother told me that she and my dad are going out for supper and going to the concert but she didn't say about her sister and her sister's husband that I don't really trust with..
Here is what happened last July, I got really mad at my cousin "R" aka SA me when I was a teen years who did that to me was HORRIBLE! As of I was stormed off to my room and everyone was in a shock! I was very upset and didn't feel good at all, I was staying in my room until he's gone for good! Later in the week, She was telling everyone in her family about me and other b*llsh*t! That is all her fault for everything that betrays me like that..I'm still a very nice person and got a very strong person that I can be so brave.
Last August, I was finally being free and stay happy that I got everything I wanted but until then, it came crashing down on me

She wanted to get back together as a family again "sigh" then my mother accepted on her apology but I don't wants to accept on her apology because it is how she treated me badly because I didn't do anything wrong with cause I totally remembers it everything. This upcoming Thanksgiving, I don't wants to go there anymore so I just stay home and enjoys my turkey dinner with my family at home and so is my b-day in Dec and x-mas (I'm done for good!)
I feel likes that she's been hiding something from me....I'm just so mad!
I don't know they just keep happening all over again...Grrr!