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Going down hill :(
I haven't posted in a while.... I've been feeling pretty good but lately I feel like I might be sliding back... I feel down and have been thinking about cutting alot it's been almost a year since I last cut and I don't even know if I'm proud of that anymore.... My eating is terrible right now because I'm nauseas alot again... My joints are hurting and I randomly feel weak and my head hurts almost everyday. My grandpa has severe alzhiemers and cancer now. He just got put in the hospital for bleeding... Im sorry im complaining alot... Im just feeling blah and trying to convince myself it won't be worth it to cut...
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