Contains sexual abuse - I'm slowly coming to terms with it

[BrokenTeaCup]

Hello, my name is Freya and I've never posted here before but I really feel I need some support. I'm slowly accepting that a couple of years ago

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I was gand raped by friends of my closest friend. They said they'd show me how to get home from a night out and lead me into a cemetery in complete darkness where all five of them held me down and had sex with me. One of them laughed all the way through whilst making some stupid joke about 'breaking and entering'.

How could I have been so stupid? Why did I trust them? Is there something wrong with me? I felt them all over me today and it made me sick.

[DestinyInPain]

don't blame yourself hun.
if they were friends of a close friend which is why you trusted them.
keep safe.