Contains sexual abuse - is this abuse - need to know. may be triggering

[xrunandhidex]

i dont know why i cant just let this lie. its not that important but i feel like i really need to know if what happened was right or wrong and if it was abuse. sorry in advance if this is a silly question. also apoligise about wording but having to improvise as i cant say certain words.

ok, when i was 9 i saw my dad every few weeks. one day he put a 'film' on. ok, not a film as such more or an over 18 s*x tape. he made me watch it with him while he ...... well you know what people usually do when they watch that stuff.

sorry if this makes no sense. i just really need to know.

[troubleshooter]

Yes sweetie, that is a form of sexual abuse. It's basically psychological sexual abuse. *hugs gently* You're not overreacting. It's not your fault.

[xrunandhidex]

thanks hun. i really needed to know.x

[keladry]

It is important if it bothers you (and I think it would bother anyone sweetie).

Just to echo, it wasn't your fault.

And use the vocabulary you can. I still can't use certain words at times... and that's okay. There's no pressure here to say the "right" words, say what you can, say what you need to. don't worry about what you think we think you ought to say.