Cant handle the abuse

EMT Freak · 30-08-2011, 12:33 AM

Its different when the abuse and the bullying is coming from your mom. But I cant take it anymore. Im gay. And she knows that even though I try to pretend that Im straight. She calls me a dyke constantly and every other thing you can imagine. I cant take it anymore. The anger is building up inside. I just wish I could have another mom. One that loved me for me.

helpable · 30-08-2011, 01:25 AM

Sorry this is happening to you.
Like yourself for who you are and to hell with those who don't
Can you get away from your mum?
You cannot force her to accept things, but you can help yourself by being around people who accept you.
I am sorry that your mum is so prejudiced.

troubleshooter · 30-08-2011, 04:39 AM

*hugs tight* Sweetheart you are a good person. It doesn't matter that you're gay. No one should EVER hurt or abuse you in any way for any reason. I really think your only option is to save up some money and get the hell out of there to a more gay-friendly state, or at least town. *hugs more* Don't let anyone make you feel guilty, bad, or ashamed of who you are.

EMT Freak · 30-08-2011, 06:31 PM

Im trying to move out at least. Once I find a job I will be able to. I cant handle the name calling and the disappointment. I hate who I am on a daily basis. I hate that I cant be normal.

troubleshooter · 30-08-2011, 07:30 PM

You are normal, normal for you. There's nothing bad about being gay. *hugs tight* They're just ignorant, mean and small-minded. Don't hate who you are because they're mean. You're going to get out of there, find a girl who loves you and live a good life. Let them live in their stupid, small little town and small lives. Better you be who you are and be happy in a better place than try to pretend to be "normal" and be miserable your entire life. This will end honey, it will. *hugs close*

helpable · 31-08-2011, 02:32 AM

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Originally Posted by EMT Freak

Im trying to move out at least. Once I find a job I will be able to. I cant handle the name calling and the disappointment. I hate who I am on a daily basis. I hate that I cant be normal.

There is no such thing as normal.
The name calling suggests your mum has a problem not you.
Don't let her comments make you hate yourself.
Regardless of whoever has problems accepting you ALWAYS accept yourself

H

keladry · 01-09-2011, 01:41 AM

I just wanted to say that I understand what it's like to want that "normal" mom or just a "different" mom. I'm sorry you're mom's not... great.

EMT Freak · 01-09-2011, 04:28 PM

You would think it would be getting easier but the days just continue to get harder and harder.

helpable · 02-09-2011, 02:13 AM

May you discover a way that you can put distance between you and your mum.

love
Hx