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[The Jew]

The voices,

Have changed me.

Into what,

I do not know.

Whispering,

Murmuring,

Screaming.

If I hear

Their message,

What will

I become?

Will I

Find the answer?

The answer to

My plighted existence?

If I can just

Be consumed by them,

Will I be

Forever lost?

Part of me

Wants to be.

To escape this.

This world.

Of abandonment

And being misconstrued.

Can I

Find comfort,

In the Voices?

The ones that spoke

To me long ago.

What is their message?

Clearly it caused

All of my being.

Will I

Metamorphose?

Into one

Not fit for

This existence.

How will I

Live,

Feel,

And Survive?

Will I find

Transcendence

Or Damnation?

I think that if

It created my life

From childhood,

Only worse

Will follow

As a result.

Speak to me.

Please.

You guided me

Before.

To a life

Without need for

Companionship.

Speak to me

Of new lusts.

New ways to

Divide me from

The people who

Never knew me,

And never tried.

Bestow unto me,

The words I heard

So long ago.

It will cure this.

This illusion of life.

Of living with no one

To empathize with me.

Ones who hurt me,

Fail me,

And Abandon me.

They never helped.

Only tried to separate us.

When you were silenced,

I clung to the actions that

Let you speak to me.

But I know,

You have a new

Message.

I wish to

Hear it.

So it will

Establish a

Revelation.

Of Life,

Love,

And Death.

I know,

You want me to

Be near you.

And I know that,

The only way to be

Is to be close to Death.

To prove my mortality.

Only then,

Will you bestow

Your wisdom

And sacred words.

I will find a way,

To absorb your words.

Words that changed me.

That changed my reality.

That will explain

All the reasons

And answers.

To this shell of

A life.

Soon we will

Be together.

And You

Will be

The only

One.

The one

Who will

Save me.

From the Unending Reality;

Of this Ironic Existence.

Speak to me.

****ing speak to me.

[nemiforever]

Goodness me *breathes out*
Very powerful work, your writing style is very similar to mine, so I'm possibly biased lol :P
I like this, good job!
x

[The Jew]

thanks!

here's the "sequel"

Boundaries of Intertwining
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What do they

See in me?

Do they

Know that I

Hear you?

That I want

Your sweet embrace.

Your closure,

So warm.

So tranquil.

So perfect.

You are my

Beacon,

In this misguided

Labyrinth of insanity.

But it is not Insanity

For hearing You.

It is Insanity

From trying to

Rekindle a lost mentor.

You inspired me.

Taught me.

Reassured me.

Created me.

But now,

I need to hear you.

I need your

Guidance.

Tell me what

I need to do.

To achieve calmness,

Clarity,

And Resolve.

You have never

Betrayed me.

You have never

Ruined me.

You have always

Supported me.

You have always

Saved me.

A voice that

Showed me how to

Create the madness,

In which we first met.

I opened the portal,

To the atrophic desolate

That you reside in.

You draw me

More and more.

To the realm.

In-between.

The one few know of.

They know of

Life and Death.

But they do not know

The Limbo.

Where you uttered

Words to

Create me.

One so close to You,

Committing deeds

That sowed my destiny

To be with You.

But I have changed.

And you have new words.

Words that will show me

The path of clarity.

Of solitude.

Of redemption.

Of inner peace.

But…

The way to hear you,

Could kill me.

Every time I want to

Hear you,

I dabble with going too far.

I always wondered,

If going all the way

Would bring us together.

Forever.

There would be

No more worrying.

No more being lost.

No more being alone.

No more being misunderstood.

Just you and me.

All we need is

Each other.

Closure to this life.

Into one of vast nothingness

And Emptiness.

Negated through physicalboundaries.

Beyond what is known.

To Nothing.

That never was,

And never will be.

I will be with you.

Either in Limbo,

Or beyond.