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25-08-2011, 07:45 AM
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Join Date: Sep 2008
Location: us
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i jsut wanna bleed
i hate posting i feel like i have to handle this like i should be able too but i cant i them back all of them. i wish my gramapa wasnt an ahole i wish he didnt ditch us. i want my grama and my mom its not fair i dont wanna be alive it feels like it will never go away i dont give a fu*********. these pictures its all like a dream like they never really existed. bleeding its the only way to survive.. noone understands they think they know and these kids that jump on the bandwagon and start cutting cuz they think its cool. quit while u can its been like 8 yrs since i started and now i cant stop i wanna stop. i want to soo bad right now i wanna scream! I cant stop its been keeping me alive for so long sorry if this doesn't make sense sorry to be a bother. just need someone
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dont stop looking your one step closer
dont stop searching its not over
Hold on if you feel like letting go
Hold on it gets better than you know
Don't stop looking, you're one step closer
Don't stop searching, it's not over
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25-08-2011, 02:21 PM
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a mirror that reflects it
Join Date: Jun 2009
Location: Upstate New York
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how are you doing? sorry its taken so long to get a reply, especially as you sound really distressed.
8 years is a long time to do anything, you're not going to be able to stop in a day, so don't expect yourself to. could you make an "uh-oh box", or a plan of what you'll do when you're triggered? make sure to include other coping skills, not just distractions.
maybe it would help to write a letter to your grandpa, mom, or grandma? not to send it, if that would even be possible, but to let your feelings out about the past. you can pour out all your hurt, or anger, or missing them...
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this is my magical medicine cabinet. Left to right they contain: courage, hope, calmness, and strength.
The magical part: They NEVER run out, so borrow some any time you want.
PM me anytime, I love getting messages :)
Katie
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25-08-2011, 03:23 PM
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Join Date: Aug 2011
Location: uk
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babe i totally know how you feel, 9 years into self harming and quitting feels impossible!
people think its something you do for a small amount of time n its hard to get across when you have become dependent on it just to get by...
but you should know you have other options, feel free to message me ANYTIME, write on here, try talking to a famioly member you trust...or write to them.....
dont expect to be able to stop overnight, its a process....you have to just slow down and over a period of time itl get easier
xxx
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"scars remind us where we have been, they do not have to dictate where we go"
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25-08-2011, 08:49 PM
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michael james
Join Date: Jul 2011
Location: Lincoln
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I No how you feel
Hi
I am so sorry you feel like you do, and i know only to well how hard it is to stop self harming, as i having been cutting for many, many years. I have gone 23 days without, and for me thats good, every day without self harm is a win.
Be safe and i hope you get thru this.
Best wishes
Michael
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26-08-2011, 06:28 AM
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Join Date: Sep 2008
Location: us
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its so hard to say no i jsut ahhhhhhhhhhhh i hate it then the hiding and pretending it never happend 2 months and now its done
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dont stop looking your one step closer
dont stop searching its not over
Hold on if you feel like letting go
Hold on it gets better than you know
Don't stop looking, you're one step closer
Don't stop searching, it's not over
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