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10-08-2011, 11:00 AM
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{Fighting a War}
Join Date: Jul 2009
Location: Milton Keynes
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Feel lame
Eurgh I feel so lame today. Monday I felt the same, then yesterday I was really happy now I'm feeling really depressed and angry at the world again.
I hate my job -but I don't want to get another job because I've hated all my jobs. I work for my mum, dad and another couple and I live with them too so everything is really strained 247. I just want to go to bed one night and not wake up anymore. I don't want to do this ****.
I used to be downstairs in reception which I didn't like much because I didn't get to listen to music or anything and had to talk on the phones all the time but then I got the opportunity to move upstairs to my mum's department - she said it would be great and we would have lots of fun, we'd have lunch together and everything. So far I see her less now than I did before and now I'm just miserable on my own - theres no one to pass the time with. I hate everything. I wish we'd never moved, I wish I never agreed to work for my parents but I hate working in general - I just want to sit and do things my way at my pace with no one moaning at me, checking up on me. I wish I had never grown up! 18 was such a crappy year and it's gone down hill from there.
I want to run away, die or something - I just don't wanna exist anymore.
Sorry for the vent.
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"John, being brave is going where no man has gone before and with Lizzy Stark, that is NOT what you'll be doing!" - Aunt Polly.
“I told him I was going to betray you, and betray Lyra, and he believed me because I was corrupt and full of wickedness; he looked so deep I felt sure he'd see the truth. But I lied too well. I was lying with every nerve and fiber and everything I'd ever done...I wanted him to find no good in me, and he didn't. There is none.”
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10-08-2011, 11:27 AM
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The poor can marry for love!
Join Date: Nov 2010
Location: Manchestaaa!
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I'm sorry to hear you are struggling so much.
I know how you feel...I hate my job too. I know you said you don't want to get another job because you haven't liked any of your jobs...but maybe think about what you actually want to do and find a job in that area and then you may enjoy work?
It must be really stressful working for your parents....I can't imagine having to work with mine. So I have major respect for you for that.
Have you been to a doctor to talk about how you're feeling? Or even tried speaking to your parents?
PM if you need to talk.
Jade xo
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" A man can change his stars" Avo Belo. Avo Adelgo. Dartho go-nin.
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10-08-2011, 12:15 PM
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{Fighting a War}
Join Date: Jul 2009
Location: Milton Keynes
I am currently:
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Thanks Jade :)
I am looking for a job - I want to work with animals but they are pretty limited at the moment.
I have spoken to my doctor, am on prozac and for the most part everything is fine but the last couple of days - just felt blah on and off.
and thanks :) it is pretty stressful - Especially when they over compensate for not being biased towards me.
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"John, being brave is going where no man has gone before and with Lizzy Stark, that is NOT what you'll be doing!" - Aunt Polly.
“I told him I was going to betray you, and betray Lyra, and he believed me because I was corrupt and full of wickedness; he looked so deep I felt sure he'd see the truth. But I lied too well. I was lying with every nerve and fiber and everything I'd ever done...I wanted him to find no good in me, and he didn't. There is none.”
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10-08-2011, 02:31 PM
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The poor can marry for love!
Join Date: Nov 2010
Location: Manchestaaa!
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No problem. :)
I think most jobs are pretty limited at the moment due to the whole financial situation in the country but don't give up...you know what you want to do so go after it!! && you will succeed in the end.!
Glad you have spoken to the doctor and on something, we all have bad days....or bad periods where are moods totally dip again, try not to let it make you think things are getting worse for you again.
Like i said....feel free to PM me :)
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" A man can change his stars" Avo Belo. Avo Adelgo. Dartho go-nin.
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10-08-2011, 10:01 PM
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{Fighting a War}
Join Date: Jul 2009
Location: Milton Keynes
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Thank you Jade. I am feeling better - I think I was having money worries which didn't help but my mum has said not to worry about paying all my rent for the next two months so that's really helped - which makes me feel a bit bad for being mean about her.
But went for an hour bike ride after work so feel clear :)
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"John, being brave is going where no man has gone before and with Lizzy Stark, that is NOT what you'll be doing!" - Aunt Polly.
“I told him I was going to betray you, and betray Lyra, and he believed me because I was corrupt and full of wickedness; he looked so deep I felt sure he'd see the truth. But I lied too well. I was lying with every nerve and fiber and everything I'd ever done...I wanted him to find no good in me, and he didn't. There is none.”
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10-08-2011, 10:41 PM
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The poor can marry for love!
Join Date: Nov 2010
Location: Manchestaaa!
I am currently:
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Glad you are feeling better.
That is really nice of your mum! PM if you need any help in the future or even just want a chat :) xo
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" A man can change his stars" Avo Belo. Avo Adelgo. Dartho go-nin.
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