“Never lose faith in yourself,
and never lose hope;
remember, even when this world throws its worst and then turns its back,
there is still always hope.”
you're a really talented writer, and i would like to say i know how you feel, but i also know that when people say that to me, even if they are going through similarly painful times, i get upset when others tell me that, so i gave you a hug instead :)
~I'll wrap you in my arms and I won't let go. I'm everything you need me to be~
A new poem called you betrayed me, Ill be posting all my new poems if I write any in this thread as a reply
I stayed up with you till 3am,
And then I started to let you in.
You said I could trust you,
That you would help me.
But now when we talk,
You try to leave.
When I needed it,
You just went and left.
All you ever saw,
Was some random friend.
Every day now,
Is a living hell.
I wanted you,
But you never knew.
You ignored me,
About everything.
When I started to cut,
To when I let it all out.
All of my feelings,
About how I felt.
You just said cool,
And left to go out.
I didn’t start cutting,
Because of you.
But you added pain,
When all I knew.
Was how to block it out,
But I let you in.
Now I don’t sleep,
I just keep it in.
I wrote this stricly out of anger and pain. This will be the only evidence that I wrote this. I burned the page I wrote this on after I typed it. I didn't save the word document and this will not be going on my site.
I’m tired and hungry,
And want to lay down.
I want to be hugged,
So I let it out.
How I’ve felt about you,
For over a year.
You just smiled and laughed,
And said it was clear.
How I felt,
It was a joke.
You always knew,
And thought it was cute.
I just want someone,
Who knows how I feel.
Let me hold them,
When we both fear.
I had hoped for us,
That we would work out.
You made it clear,
When you turned and shout.
That I was a freak,
And should go kill myself.
I went and sat down,
While you turned around.
You walked away,
Just left me there!
I hope you’re happy!
You made me what I am.
You made me cut,
Deeper than before.
Blood ran down,
To the floor.
Well now I’m fine,
And you don’t care.
I hope you feel my pain,
You ****ing bitch.
I enjoyed reading through these :) They're quite good. Sad, of course, but relateable (to me, anyway).
Keep it up :)
"God take me, because I hate me" -Underoath
We are male and female. We are artists, athletes, and students. We have depression, PTSD, eating disorders, bipolar disorder, or maybe no diagnosis at all. Some of us were abused, some not. We come from all walks of life and can be any age. We are every race or religion that you can think of. Our common link is this: We are in pain. We self-injure. And we are not freaks.
~I'll wrap you in my arms and I won't let go. I'm everything you need me to be~
