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So unsure at the moment...
So I know I have posted in the past and I feel like I'm always complaining or something but i just don't know where else to go about this stuff. I mean I have my boyfriend but I can't always bog him down with this stuff all the time over and over as I know that will just cause more stress on him.
I just went to my doctor the other day and he wants to add an anti depressant to what I am currently taking even though I told him I was not depressed at the time. I asked him why the reason was for deciding this. He told me it keeps people from having so many cycles when bipolar. My doctor believes I am bipolar type 2. My depression is the worst and have been hospitalized for it in the past.
However, I just recently tried a new med and had the worst time EVER on it and I was only on it for a week. I'm so scared about trying this medicine or if I even should. He asked me if I wanted to and I kinda do as I feel like I'm only going to be this way for so much longer before I end up completely depressed and hating life again but at the same time I'm so scared.
Any advice? I think I'm also so uneasy about trying this new medicine is that it is fairly new on the market as well. I just wasn't sure if someone had some advice or some other view point that would help make this better. I'm so scared....
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