my support worker

[minnie]

my support worker came round and started saying how her illness is worst than mine...how she takes more tablets than me
you know the volunteer course i am on?....when my support worker was at my flat...she rang A up and said to him oh your probation officer has been on the phone to me and she needs to see A
then when she put the phone down she said oh you know A dont you hes on the same course as you ...........i have used A so not to mention his name

isnt that a breach in confidentiality?

am just so fed up lately....i have my CPA review on wednesday and i am dreading it but will be going to see if i can come off my anti d's as they are giving me nightmares....hopefully they will either say yes or put me on a different anti d.....i am hoping none to be honest as i want to see what my mood is like without....i still havent complained about my support worker as yet....will do that hopefully on monday as my support worker is due to see me on tuesday and i dont want her to come as my voices are telling me to hurt her

[~Grace~]

hey hun, you do realise that if youre not happy wioth the care you are recieving or your support worker you can complain or ask for a change of support worker. Things dont seem right with your care, maybe you could bring it up at the meeting or if not write a letter expressing your concerns

hugs xx

[Margo]

I owould strongly advise changing your staff and getting some legal advice about this. This isnt right at all.

[minnie]

i had my review on wednesday....it was a different psychiatrist as mine is off sick

he asked me lots of questions which i found hard but answered them all....hes changing my citalopram to venlafaxine which is what i wanted but i am dreading taking them and being on depixol injections as the two made me groggy and out of it several years ago...but hoping it will be different this time

he asked me what scale from 1-10 mood wise and i told him i am a 1 (being the lowest)

i am suicidal....i have put my tablets in my car so i cant get them easily....but thats only a short term plan....i will give them to my cousin on sunday when i see her next
i would ring the crisis team but i cant as i dont trust them as they are spies....where does this end...

[minnie]

thanks for the replies


just a short note.....i wouldnt do anything in my car as my late mum bought it me before she died and that would tarnish her memory xxxxx

as for my support worker....shes still is my support worker!!! but shes been fine since i spoke to my social worker about her so hopefully she will ask after me instead of going on about her illness x

[dollpart]

Hi,
How are things? Your support worker sounds appalling.

[minnie]

my support worker didnt come this week but she did ring to ask of everything was fine i just said yes to her as i dont want her to know whats been going with me as i dont trust her

i rang my social worker today and told her i am suicidal cos of the voices and my mood has dipped an almighty low

my citalopram has been changed to venlafaxine but i am only on a low dosage so she faxed over to my gp to up the haloperidol for two weeks and they were going to review it next week .....i have made plans to hurt myself....i cant say what as i would be tipsharing

i just need some hugs as i havent got my mum around no more

[Busby]

*hugs* and thinking of you sweetheart. Please stay safe xx

[minnie]

thankyou busby xxxhugsxxx

[dollpart]

Hugs.xx

[minnie]

thankyou dollpart xxxx

[Margo]

HOpe you are ok on the Venlafaxine!

[minnie]

heya....i am still feeling low and suicidal...my depot injection ahs been increased but the venalafxine is still at the same dose

the increase in my depot injection only happened yesterday and i am just wondering how long it will take to take effect? am still hearing the voices telling me to stab and i have strong urges to do this as i have knots in my stomach i dont know what else to do