cant cope any more give up

[lellykelly]

I chicken out I was meant to go the doctors but yet i chicken out and freaked loads of things I’m really not coping yesterday was just at breaking point i feel so trapped and lost and down in the dumps feeling like people are abounding me what do i do I’m really scared and obv i so stupid i cant do what right cos i note but i don’t so what will it matter any every really enjoys seeing me suffer any so and know i have my friends telling me what to do but it really feels like no one cares and I’m not even worth having the help i just really give up trying and i don’t think i can carry on any more i give up cos i'm so stupi i really dont dervice any help so what the point in trying

[MrsNutkin]

I think you need to try and go to the doctors, how about writing your concerns down?

[lellykelly]

i have a list that i did with a youth worker but she been tried in counciling and that is the docters i cant bring my self to do because im so stupid and such an ideot any normal person would be able to do it