I don't know what to do. I don't know where to post this.

[nepenthe]

I want to kill myself. I don't have any reason to go on really. I need someone to talk to. Someone that won't tell me that "I'm being dramatic" or that I just "need to get over it". I tried calling Suicide hotline but I get so nervous about talking to another person over the phone that I hang up. I feel so lost. I don't know if this will even help or making a difference. I can't keep going on like this though.

[not_so_insig]

I dont know where you are, but if you are in the UK, there is always the option of A&E. Like someone said on another thread, it is perfectably acceptable to go to A&E for an mental health problem, just like you would attend A&E for a physical problem.

If phoning an crisis line is not an option, because like you said, you hang up, perhaps you could use that? It could be the case that you could talk to a person face to face (you will be seen by the on duty psych during your time in A&E).

If you are not in the UK I am not sure what to suggest (other than phone an helpline).

[random.swirls]

The fact you mentioned a suicide hotline suggests your not in the UK?

I'm wondering if you could make an appt to see your Dr and explain what is going on. They shouldn't call you dramatic and should take you seriously

xox