People are out to get me- can anyone relate to this?

[Angel2fire]

From a young age I've never been able to trust people, or had a "nice" life. My parents emotionally and physically abused me.
A lot has gone on since then, sexually abused, abusive relationships.

A recent situation resorted in me being arrested and now I feel like pretty much everyone is out to get me.

They want to hurt me, drag me down, and stop me from coping or doing well. There are ones that are pretty obvious, (like the nurse who said I'd hit her when I hadn't)
But then less subtle ones that I don;t realise were against me until its gone too far, like my solicitor.
I've been out of bed 3 times in 10 days because its too risky for me to leave my room.
On Saturday night I went into the bathroom and cut and dyed my hair, because the people who have it in for me on a minor scale, would not be able to recognise me quick enough to do anything about it.)
My husband has been saying I have been irrational, and called my doctor on me.
I don't feel like my doctor took me seriously at all and said I just need to learn to cope with being scared. But I can't spend the rest of my life living in my bedroom :(

[NeverBetter]

I can relate to some of this like people out to get me stop me from being happy and have dyed nd cut my hair for similar purposes, sorry to hear your dr isn't being very helpful do u have any other support ? Hugs

[Ellyx]

ive been like this about police ever since my section 136 xxx

[Ami]

Yea, there are imposters and stuffs, and other things are all planned to go wrong on me and so forth.
x

[All I know is falling.]

Hello,

I'm really sorry to hear how much you're struggling with these feelings right now, and also to hear how much you've had to go through in your life.

The way you're feeling is completely understandable when you've gone through so much trauma, but please try to remember that not everybody is out to get you or make you feel worse. Often when we're going through a hard time mentally, we imagine that people are making the situation worse, when they aren't. I know I've personally felt this way a lot. There are good people out there though, people who genuinly just want to help you.

If you feel as though your doctor didn't listen to you, you should try and get a second opinion. As a patient it's your right to be listened to, and if you don't feel like you're getting that from your current GP, I'd look for another one.

I hope you're okay.