i think i might have bpd i know only a docter can say if i got this or not but my moods always swing so out of control and just can not control knows in one day i go from
angery
sad
happy
reallly really hyper
scared
anxious
nearly in tears
back to angery again
it really scarying me and really confuseing for me im really mostly of my frineds forgetting about so right im pushing themaway so they cant hurt me leave i dont happens if you go this issue at all but im sick of feel so out of control my frineds alll hate me because of it so i dont what to do about it :'((
Kelly, come talk to us. You can ask us anything you want to know about BPD and what happens after diagnosis and stuff. People join the thread for that all the time.
I think hearing from others experiences is a good and comforting thing. I do also agree that you should be speaking with your doctor about your mental health concerns; there is a difference between Bi-polar disorder and borderline personality disorder - both can be referred too as BPD at times so it might be good to speak with a professional who can assist you in understanding your symptoms and experiences.
take good care of yourself.
life isn't about finding yourself, it's about creating yourself.