Falling apart.

Jessy · 28-05-2011, 12:20 AM

I've been out of hospital for just over 3 weeks now and it feels like things are getting harder and harder each day. I'm falling apart.
My CPN is absolutely useless, I try to talk to her but it's like she ignores me. My anxiety's getting bad, I haven't been able to go to college for the past 2 weeks and it's starting to interfere with work.
I just don't know what to do. I've felt so on edge for the past 3 weeks and i've been so close to snapping. I can't stop crying, I just want to end everything. My mind is so screwed up, 'him' won't shut up (voice) and I just can't do this, i really can't.

What do I do? I feel like my only option is just to end this, I can't keep living. I cannot cope and I have no one to turn to. I just can't do this anymore, I can't, I just can't.

Jessy · 28-05-2011, 12:24 AM

Panicking, i can't stop crying. I'm shaking and panicking I wish I could calm down. My head is spinning and I can't stop it. I hate this, I can't do it!!!!

Tig · 28-05-2011, 01:32 AM

Hi Jessy,

I am so sorry to hear how distressed you are.

Do you have any PRN medication that may help you at this point in time? Is there a crisis line you can call?

It sounds like you need some intensive support. I am sorry your CPN has been so useless. I have had this in the past and it is so difficult.

I will be online for a while. Please PM me if you wish? Just in case I don't see your thread.

xx