Help, please, suicidal thoughts

[_mati]

I need help. Im waiting for my parents to go to sleep to go get all the pills I can find, some tequila and a razor.

Part of me doesnt want to do this. This is why Im asking for help.
Please, I really just need someone.

[_mati]

Fuuck all this shit. I won't be ignored in one more place in my life :'(

[PassedExpectations]

hey, slow down and take a breath.

not many people are on around this time. nobody's ignoring you. its just not a time when theres heavy traffic on here, so theres less people who can reply. and lots of people right now will be on cause they're struggling themselves, and they don't have the energy to reply. posting threads is something you've got to be a bit patient with sometimes.

whats got you this worked up? please listen to the part of you that doesn't want to do this, that wants you to stay alive.

[_mati]

Im sorry, Im just so sensitive to things that I exploded. Im scared and confused

[PassedExpectations]

no need to be sorry :) i know i've gotten frustrated before at times