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01-05-2011, 09:46 PM
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Join Date: Apr 2011
Location: Scotland
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cutting a lot
Sorry for posting again...i know i should be giving more support to others.
But am not doing so well right now ...
Am cutting a hell of a lot i have cut twice in the space of an hour and wanting to cut more.
My partner asked why am cutting so much and i honestly dont know why am cutting.
Everything feels negative at the moment
I tried to distract myself but nothing is helping at all.
I feel like i should be covered in cuts and that i should just die...
Am not cutting very deep either maybe i need to cut deeper to get an effect maybe am just too much of a pussy to cut deeper.
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01-05-2011, 10:42 PM
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Join Date: Aug 2009
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Don't apologise for posting; everyone deserves support here.
Be careful; try not to cut too bad. Why is your SH worse at the moment?
Does anyone know about your SH?
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It doesn't matter where you come from; it matters where you go.
No-one gets remembered for the things they didn't do. We won't all be here this time next year,
so while you can take a picture of us. We're definitely going to hell,
but we'll have all the best stories to tell.
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01-05-2011, 10:57 PM
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Join Date: Apr 2011
Location: Scotland
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My partner knows i self injure he is really supportive and understanding.
My dr knows that i cut as well but i have never done anything major to myself i have been to hospital about 3 times for butterfly stitches but nothing else bad as that apart from when i have OD'd .
Am not sure why my sh is so bad at the moment.
I hear voices and they have been really bad today ...i have medication witch i have been taking but it don't help very much and i don't see a psych any more because she said i was stable .
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01-05-2011, 11:37 PM
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Insanity let loose
Join Date: Feb 2008
Location: UK
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Do you think you could contact your GP or the Psych and let them know how you are feeling right now?
If the voices are triggerng you, is there anything you can do to block them out, like headphones and loud music? Does your partner know about the voices? It may be that discussing them with him would help you feel less alone with them?
Please do not try cutting deeper, believe me when I say it wont help matters any. It sounds like you are cutting right now to deal with stress, but that you are at a point where it is not enough to help. This is why I think seeking help from professionals would be a good idea right now - As they can help you look at alternatives.
Be gentle with yourself, I know it is incredibly hard to do that right now, but you do need to be gentle with yourself as much as you can. You deserve that much
Roiben x
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02-05-2011, 10:26 AM
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Join Date: Apr 2011
Location: Scotland
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Yes my partner knows about the voices ... i don't have an appointment with my Gp for another week or so but i will tell her that am struggling.
Thanks .
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02-05-2011, 11:26 PM
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Could you bring the appointment forward if you need to, or do you think you'll be okay until then?
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It doesn't matter where you come from; it matters where you go.
No-one gets remembered for the things they didn't do. We won't all be here this time next year,
so while you can take a picture of us. We're definitely going to hell,
but we'll have all the best stories to tell.
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05-05-2011, 08:55 AM
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Join Date: Apr 2011
Location: Scotland
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I will try and move it forward...i need to talk to my dr about other things as well.
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06-05-2011, 05:27 PM
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Chat Mod
Join Date: Aug 2009
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How are you doing now?
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It doesn't matter where you come from; it matters where you go.
No-one gets remembered for the things they didn't do. We won't all be here this time next year,
so while you can take a picture of us. We're definitely going to hell,
but we'll have all the best stories to tell.
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