Is anyone out there?
My family are gone. They dont want anything to do with me since I started SH. They think it's easy to just stop. They think I'm attention seeking.
I'm better off not here! Everyone will be happier without me.
Feels like I'm in a dream/nightmare, doesn't feel real anymore.
Head is all jumbled. Can't think straight!
Want to cut so badly! Want to harm! Want to hurt! I can't do this anymore :'( x
I feel the same way as you do, I want to cut so badly every single day but people are distracting me and it stresses me out and yeah I can't hold on anymore, I'm here if you want to talk.
Sorry that they think you are attention seeking...its not
maybe give them some info on self injury might help.
there is info on the main site of RYL for family and friends if that will be any help for you.
*hugs*
Keep reaching out i hope you will be ok
Ive tried giving them info, i just got told to shut up and stop winging!
I'm really scared. I woke up and it feels like the only way out.
The voices won't go, they are stronger and more powerful than usual.
I don't know what to do I just want it all to end. :'(
Ah, that's not good.
It is not 'the only way out'. You can get through this. Things will get better.
Does anyone know about the voices? Try not to listen to them; they're wrong, and they're just trying to hurt you.
It doesn't matter where you come from; it matters where you go.
No-one gets remembered for the things they didn't do.
We won't all be here this time next year,
so while you can take a picture of us.
We're definitely going to hell,
but we'll have all the best stories to tell.
Hi, I'm sorry you're feeling like this, but it definitely isn't 'the only way out'. It may not seem like it now, but you'll get through this!
I find telling a teacher about my concerns pretty helpful, and the support they offer me is often more helpful than that from my parents. Sometimes just being able to let someone know can lift a massive weight from you, and you might find that your teacher can offer you advice too.
I tried to be honest but I couldn't do it, sorry :( x
nothing to be sorry for, it isn't easy to talk to people about.
maybe you could write a letter to someone you would trust with such details about yourself.. that way you don't have to speak it? i would write the one i confided in on a daily basis, sometimes multiple pages a day. when she came over and had to read that stack of papers every week it took a while but got my feelings out and kept me safe :)
i definitely wouldnt listen to a voice, i havent met one yet that was helpful in my own experience. if nothing else pace back and forth until youre tired, thats my last resort i have to go to sometimes for a few hours.
can pm me if you need to vent, im a ryl fiend since i stopped ghosting and made an account. give talking to someone another shot if you dont like the writing idea, people wont respond negatively like you feel they will in every case.. and if they do then they arent the one whos going to help ya and move on.
please don't listen to the voice hun , i am feeling he same i m just wanting to give up . this might feel a bit stupid but do u have anyone who u are close to or special to u ?
i did, but he died back in 2008...
i've got one of my friends who i can talk to about all this and she wants me to talk to her but i just feel mean :S
things have just got a lot lot worse.. my aunty died on friday afternoon and she was actually amazing, i can't believe she's gone im gunna miss her so so so much :'(
