I'm sorry you feel like this, is there anyone you can talk to? If you're worried that you won't be able to stop, is there any chance you can stay over at a friend's house?
Trust me, although it may seem like people would be better off without you, if you were to go it'd have such an impact on them. They'll be the ones feeling awful, and they'll hate how they couldn't help you.
Is there anything you can do, such as a distraction of some sort?
I'm sorry I couldn't help much, I really hope you feel better soon *hugs*
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