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16-04-2011, 03:35 AM
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Emanio Tui Pennae Spera
Join Date: Nov 2010
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Screwed up
I've done something so stupid. It felt right and I wanted to do it but now im sorta back into myself I didnt. I don't know what to do or how to tell my boyfriend because he will find out and it will break his heart. Im so sorry :(
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PV=nRT The Cake is a Lie "COMES BACK TRIUMPHANT WITH A FISH!" ∆α
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16-04-2011, 05:39 AM
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xXcanthelpmyselfXx
Join Date: Dec 2010
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I know how terrible it is to feel that way, but just tell him it isn't his fault, and that S.I is just as hard to kick as any drug addiction. I hope all goes well(: P.M me anytime if you need it, I'm logged in all day, every day.
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16-04-2011, 09:49 AM
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be positive
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sometimes being truthful can remove part of the burden. help you feel less bad about it and less scared.
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16-04-2011, 10:48 AM
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RYL Super Sponsor!
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*boing*
Not sure if you'll want me replying here or not... but I couldn't just not reply :-/ So anywho, ignore me if you want :)
Do you want to tell us what you did? Any why?
And I think C is learning that none of our shit is simple- he doesn't fully understand, but he so desperately wants to understand and to help you. I think you should tell him; he will try to understand!
*hugs*
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No other sadness in the world would do
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16-04-2011, 12:49 PM
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Emanio Tui Pennae Spera
Join Date: Nov 2010
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I drank ALOT of alcohol and mixed it some hefty pills. I forced myself to throw most of it up but i still feel ill and i have pain.
i'm not even sure i really wanted to do it. it just seemed like the right thing to do and i wanted to at the time. but then when i sort of snapped out of whatever i was in i didn't want to do it.
i didn't want to hurt anyone. all i want is to be with my boyfriend, where i feel safest.
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PV=nRT The Cake is a Lie "COMES BACK TRIUMPHANT WITH A FISH!" ∆α
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16-04-2011, 10:10 PM
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Chat Mod
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Oh no! Why didn't you ring me? This makes it a full house this month. :(
You promised you wouldn't do it! :(
Oh *huggles* Be careful. Please, for me?
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It doesn't matter where you come from; it matters where you go.
No-one gets remembered for the things they didn't do. We won't all be here this time next year,
so while you can take a picture of us. We're definitely going to hell,
but we'll have all the best stories to tell.
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17-04-2011, 10:30 AM
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RYL Super Sponsor!
Join Date: Nov 2010
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Do you have any idea what triggered it?
How are you feeling now? Might you need to go to A and E to check that everything's ok?
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No other sadness in the world would do
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23-04-2011, 02:10 PM
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Chat Mod
Join Date: Aug 2009
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How are you doing?
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It doesn't matter where you come from; it matters where you go.
No-one gets remembered for the things they didn't do. We won't all be here this time next year,
so while you can take a picture of us. We're definitely going to hell,
but we'll have all the best stories to tell.
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