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Contains abuse - Sexual abuse when i was younger... sorta graphic
So, a little less than ten years ago, when I was about 7, something happened, and I need help classifying it. I had this friend, who was 12. He used to hang out with both me and my big brother all the time. I don’t remember a lot, but I do remember me and him in private, where he’d touch me, and pretty much molested me, and then he’d expose himself, and tried to make me touch him. I don’t remember exactly what happened overall, and I’m not even sure what he did would count as molesting. Because whenever I remember it, I remember not stopping him, and letting him do it because I wasn’t exactly sure what he was doing. Though only thing I remember him pressuring me to do is to touch him. Recently, to add up to it, I found out that I didn’t have a hymen when I first got intimate with my boyfriend, and I also might have genital warts, and the STD happened before my boyfriend. After researching that STD, I find that it can only be passed on by sexual contact or from mother to daughter at birth, and my mother hasn’t ever had it either. Could that mean that he might have gone a lot further? It’s really been worrying me, and it is really messing with my head… if someone can give me advice on this, it’d be really helpful!
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