The worst person in the world...poss trig

[Pink_and_Sparkly]

I feel like the worst person in the world.
I have so much in my life I am so grateful for, and so many wonderful supportive people, whom I love dearly.
But I feel so lost. I feel so trapped and overwhelmed.
I dread the mornings, but the nights are just as bad too.
I dont know what to do.
I feel like it's me, and it is me, im trapped with my thoughts 24/7 and I cant get rid of them, so Id like to get rid of me instead.
I have a rough plan of what to do, but I dont know when to do it. I think, suppose I'll know when I have to do something.
I cant live like this anymore, I cant keep having these same thoughts, getting stuck in this circle of 'depression' for the rest of my life. I want to be free from it for good.
People say the good times outweigh the bad, but they dont. Thats rubbish. We just exist each stupid, mindnumbling pointless day after day and for what? For nothing.
I know im the most selfish, worthless person in the whole world. I know that. I just cant keep going like this anymore.

[Pi.R^2]

*hugs*
You're not selfish or worthless. Sometimes everything just takes over our heads, and it seems like everything is just a disaster, the world sucks, life sucks, everything sucks.
And you're right, sometimes the good times don't outweigh the bad, but I think it's your responsibility to change that. Make some more good times for yourself, so that it is worth living for. What do you like to do? Do more of whatever that is!

I know it's not that simple, but please hold on and don't give up; things can get better. Do you have any treatment for your depression?

[talaiporia]

*bump* How are you doing today?