Not at all in a good place...

[Namaste]

Despite doing better for a while, feeling better for a bit, I'm just right on the edge now...

I feel like I could relapse in a hundred different ways, fall to pieces completely and never recover...

Every time things get almost to a tolerable place, something else terrible happens.

I should be used to being bullied by now, but tonight when someone said very, very nasty things to me on a forum for chronic illness SUPPORT, I just broke apart. I'm physically sick because it's put me in such a bad place emotionally, I feel like I could relapse into a few things I haven't done in a very long time, and just in general I feel unsafe. And like I'll really never feel okay again.

I guess I just need some support right now... I need to know that not every person on earth hates me and feels the need to constantly tear me down...

[Mum24]

I'm in a bad place after a good patch too. I know how you feel. Hugs to you. I'm sorry you are going through this and that someone was so mean to you. Don't let them bring you down. They are not worth it. You deserve so much better. Hugs again. I know it's hard but it WILL pass.

[Namaste]

I just feel like it was one shove too many... I can't take it...

[Mum24]

I know sweetie. I know. Hugs. It's ok. Is there anyone you can call? If you feel unsafe where can you go? Please don't be alone if that's not a good idea