I've recently been in the same situation, I was off work for about 5 months and began self harming again. It's not easy to admit to SHing but I think if you speak to your doctor or like Mute said write it down and give it to your doctor. I promise they will be more understanding that you think they will, I thought they were just going to look at me strangely and dismiss it but they took it seriously and tried to help by upping my dosage and refering me to the mental health team of the NHS (which sounds sooo much scarier that it actually is).
Money problems are bound to make you feel even worse, but the main thing here is your health and you taking the steps to get better :) please don't hate yourself, I know it's hard not to but even though it's not the best coping mechanism there is a reason people self-harm, your not crazy or stupid or anything like that. It does help even though it's not the right way to help.
If you ever need to talk I'm always at the end of a PM. Hope your ok x
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