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28-02-2011, 04:05 AM
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Sickk of trying, tiredd of crying...
Join Date: Jun 2009
Location: New York
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Why?
Whyy do these dark feelings always find their way back to me :(
I can go soo long with SI, && even if i'm soo happy.. the urges still come back.
I'm stressed out && taking too much in and holding it in.
I don't know what to do anymore, I just want to give into temptations :(
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"Tell Them To Look Up, Tell Them To Remember The Stars. The Stars Are Always There But We Miss Them In The Clouds And Dirt, We Miss Them In The Storms. Tell Them To Remember Hope. We Have Hope"
-Renee Yohe-
[[oxymoron && ForeverFalling are my bigg sisters]]
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28-02-2011, 06:19 AM
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Join Date: Apr 2010
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Have you tried doing anything to distract yourslef? It can be a great short term solution, but in the long term, It's really helpful to work on the underlying isssues witch lead you to si in the first place. Have you considored getting counselling if you haven't already? Hope you are feeling better soon.
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02-03-2011, 03:19 AM
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I'm not worth the air I breathe
Join Date: Dec 2010
Location: US
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I know what you mean :/ Even if I'm feeling pretty good, I still am tempted to hurt myself. It doesn't seem to make sense... if I'm feeling good, why do I want to feel pain? This is something I struggle a lot with, so I'm not sure if I can give much advice. Though I've heard holding ice cubes against your skin can help with beating the urges. It creates a bit of pain, but doesn't do harm.
I hope you're doing alright... Send a PM if you need to talk
*hugsss*
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"God take me, because I hate me" -Underoath
We are male and female. We are artists, athletes, and students. We have depression, PTSD, eating disorders, bipolar disorder, or maybe no diagnosis at all. Some of us were abused, some not. We come from all walks of life and can be any age. We are every race or religion that you can think of. Our common link is this: We are in pain. We self-injure. And we are not freaks.
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02-03-2011, 04:01 AM
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Sickk of trying, tiredd of crying...
Join Date: Jun 2009
Location: New York
I am currently:
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Castaway - I try doing things all the time, my latest thing is spending hours on facebook talking to friends and stuff like that; but even that isn't proving well, it works for a little bit && then i just get accustom to it. I've never talked to a therapist or anything of the sort. In 9th grade, my friend got me the number for her therapist && when I gave it to my mom, she never called. I asked her a couple times after that, but it didn't work at all. I also tried this year when my brother was diagnosed with cancer, my mom was away a lot; && initially i was alone, so i needed someone to talk to. At school, they were going to have me see the school therapist. But even they shrugged that off. It's pretty much like a lost cause :/
Lonely_Hope: Yeah, that's exactly it; It's like if i'm in a good mood, why are there still those dark feelings? It gets to me a lot, && usually always creates tension between me and those who care. I don't want to push them away, but I feel like keeping it going like this is going to hurt them in the end. && I'm not sure if ice will help, I tried doing it a couple times a while ago, but it never helped out.
But thanks *hugs*
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"Tell Them To Look Up, Tell Them To Remember The Stars. The Stars Are Always There But We Miss Them In The Clouds And Dirt, We Miss Them In The Storms. Tell Them To Remember Hope. We Have Hope"
-Renee Yohe-
[[oxymoron && ForeverFalling are my bigg sisters]]
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