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Old 27-02-2011, 08:43 AM   #1
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the pain eases the numbness

I feel numb, my body, my thoughts everything. I don't want to, I've tried to stop...but i just can't. No one knows...everyone thinks I've stopped. And I can't shatter their reality.

I want to cut now, I want to feel...anything. I can't stand the silence and numbness. I'll try to avoid it because I know I shouldn't...but I don't know for how long I can avoid it. I just feel so lost.

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Old 27-02-2011, 08:49 AM   #2
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Don't do it. It's not worth it in the end.

I know you want to protect other people, but don't isolate yourself.
Share these feelings with someone close.

Don't go near anything that could harm you. Have you tried putting something soft
in your hands instead like a teddy bear? Your body and soul deserve softness, not hardness.

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Old 27-02-2011, 01:03 PM   #3
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talk to people about how you feel. bottliong up wont help you. also if you are talking they can support you through not self harming but understand that you are still struggling.





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Old 27-02-2011, 04:24 PM   #4
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*hugs* I know what you mean... everyone thinks I've given it up too, and I don't want to let them down again with knowing I haven't. You can make it through this. Have you tried anything to distract yourself or make you feel less numb? Maybe going out for a walk, getting out of the house, or listening to some music would help. Hang in there!

I really hope you're doing alright; Send a PM if you want to talk

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We are male and female. We are artists, athletes, and students. We have depression, PTSD, eating disorders, bipolar disorder, or maybe no diagnosis at all. Some of us were abused, some not. We come from all walks of life and can be any age. We are every race or religion that you can think of. Our common link is this: We are in pain. We self-injure. And we are not freaks.


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Old 28-02-2011, 03:21 AM   #5
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Thank you for the support...and i've tried other things to avoid it and some have worked others have not...yesterday i gave in and i regret it...it hurts more to look at it than when i did it



Just because her eyes don't tear, doesn't mean her heart doesn't cry and just because she comes off strong doesn't mean there's nothing w r o n g.
She cuts herself. Never too deep, never enough to die. But enough to feel the pain. Enough to feel the scream inside.



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