Im am 10 months free of cutting and it feels great the scars are slowly fading and i know as long as i have something to think about i know i wont need to cut. I stopped because i knew how much it hurt my boyfriend he hated finding the cuts which he always would finally he said he was done and that if i cut he was going to because he knew i couldnt stand to see him hurting and it worked i stopped. i did have problems with drugs and alcohol a few months ago and gosh did it get bad i was using every day snorting pills, smoking weed and meth, sometimes just to forget sometime for fun but when my boyfriend got caught and put in jail and on probation we agreed no more that this was going to be the start of a new life and im finally starting to love life again and its great. without this site getting me started i prolly would have never wanted help everyone on here saved me! thank you all
-Rachel-
