Triggering (SI) - sorta just want hugs

[bright.side.of.life]

i have just had the best day ever.......followed bu the worst night ever.........

i went on a sort of date today and it was really good, i felt special and it was fun. i had a party to go to tonight and i thought it would be really good, but my ex boyfriend was there (hu i have no problem with and hu has no real problem with me) but so where his friends.....(they do have a problem wiht me it would seem). they spent all night slagging me off everytime i walked past and calling me names and telling me to f**k off, they dont drink so they cant blame it on that. anyway, someone told the party person that i was calling her mum names when i hadnt even mentioned her mum, i got kicked out the party and everyone hates me....for something i didnt say. now i feel so horrible coz this is all coz i broke up with my bf........

i havent si-ed in 1 month and 1week........i really deserve to now tho, iv been such a bitch........trying to stop myself, dont no how to tho........sori

[Heaven Knows]

*hugs you*
sorry things are so rough right now honey.
please try to stay strong; a month and a week's amazing. you should be proud.
you don't deserve it honey.
it's unfair of them to do this to you just because you broke up with one of their mates. all i can say is try to ignore them and hopefully they'll get bored. i've been through similar with an ex's friends and eventually they moved on and found someone else to upset.
i hope things work out for you.
stay strong.
xxktxx

[Ami]

*big hugs*
im sorry everyone is being silly and pathetic, but please dont let it amke you give in. you've done so well, and they are obviously not worth it if they are being that pathetic!!
Stay strong xxx