...Shouldn't.....?????

[RevengeIsSweeter]

Shouldn't my 4 month old son be all the reason in the world to not harm?

Shouldn't my 14 months without harming myself be enough inspiration to not want to break down?

Shouldn't I be enough of a reason to not hurt myself?

Shouldn't I be able to cope by now?

Shouldn't I be able to deal with stress now that I am older?

Shouldn't my life be more important that spending all this time being triggered and fighting urges?

Shouldn't 14 months self harm free be a huge accomplishment?

Shouldn't getting it together sound more appealing than ripping it all apart and breaking it down?

Shouldn't I be worth more to myself?

[PassedExpectations]

take away all the shoulds, they won't help you..... should implies some sort of blame if you don't do it. there aren't shoulds when it comes to stuff like this, emotions, all that jazz.