I know it is not the right choice, I might just need to write.
I know, NO one would miss when I am gone... what is keeping me here? Would it make a differance if I was gone?
The world can run without me! That is for sure.
I might not make any one happy / sad...
My Hubby says I am abusive to him vocialy... he hates me.
I am just about at the end of my chains
I want to SH Very Bad but he will know! And that bothers me more!
I want to pass on... It makes me happy to think about it... is that wrong?
UNKNOWN2011
"You can't tame the outdoors. The outdoors tames you." -Christian Hollingsworth
Hey hun, I truly know how you feel. I feel that way almost night when I go to bed, that plea that I just won't get up. I really wish I knew what to tell you, but I'm still figuring out that myself. Just know that you're not alone and if you need anything please feel free to PM me or anything *huggles*
i'm really sorry if you haven't gotten the number of replies you would have liked.... sometimes it takes some time, just depending how many people are on at any given point. it doesn't mean that there aren't people who care and who will support you.
people would miss you if you were gone. its just that most people aren't very good at expressing how much they care about others, so its easy to feel like no one would care when really your death would effect many people. and theres also sure to be people who would help you now if you asked them to.
this is my magical medicine cabinet. Left to right they contain: courage, hope, calmness, and strength.
The magical part: They NEVER run out, so borrow some any time you want.
Don't do it my friend! I don't know you and I know that. And you will hear this but it is more than you think. It has greater shockwave than you could think.
Permanent Solution to a temporary problem. You are most alive when you have problems and trials!! Do not make this decision. It's not worth it! Please take heart. Listen We all are here for each other. The point of this site is to help each other out.
PM me please!!!
thanks, i slept for 13hours... just getting up now
there is not much of a point
is there a canadian site...where there is more poeple on when i am here...
UNKNOWN2011
"You can't tame the outdoors. The outdoors tames you." -Christian Hollingsworth
i'll check them out thank you
i am mentaly gone...so drained... i want to sleep more and more... 12 hours was not enuff...hubby is gone to parents house is the only reason i am online, so if i jump offline quickly it is becuase he came home.
UNKNOWN2011
"You can't tame the outdoors. The outdoors tames you." -Christian Hollingsworth
the other one has a fee of 40 to 150.00 (No good)
also only deal with eating disorders and eating disturbances
weight challenges
relationship and couple communication
family relationships - adolescent conflict
adoptive families
adoption reunion
birthparent loss
loss and grief
separation and divorce
blended families
UNKNOWN2011
"You can't tame the outdoors. The outdoors tames you." -Christian Hollingsworth
American timezones are fairly similar to Canadian ones aren't they? Closer than UK times anyway. You might find additional support on the Bodies Under Siege forum, which, like RYL is free and well-established, with very similar rules.
I'm glad you managed to sleep and hope some things get easier.
.gif "snoozle")
