Ever since I was in 5th grade I've been hearing voices. They are never the same and recently they have gotten louder and worse. My doctor is sending me to this place called upper bay so I can talk about whats going on. but what i haven't been able to tell him is the voices have made me so depressed i have been hurting myself. thinking maybe it'll get them to go away. but they just laugh at me. My dad hasn't been much help he jokes around sometimes and last night he called me miss depression. That just gave them something else to call me. i think the voices feed off of what my dad and his girlfriend say how they yell at me and all. the more they do the worse the voices get. My dad wont listen to me and he yells at me because i don't talk loud enough for him. I don't talk loud because I'm scared of him. sometimes I've just wanted to get out of here just run away hide somewhere where they wont find me. no one not even the voices but no matter what i do the voices will always be there.
I don't know what to do......can anyone give me some advice?
