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Old 26-01-2011, 10:37 PM   #1
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ok- i give up

i can't do this anymore. i hate myself so much. why can't this pain all go away?! all i'm going to do is disappoint myself, so what's the use in trying anymore? i have no hope now. i feel that i've let a friend of mine down to a point where he's going to kill himself (as i posted on another thread). i'm such a horrible and filthy person, and i can't stand it much longer.

i dont know exactly what i'm expecting by posting, but, any advice or encouragement is completely welcome

*cries*



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We are male and female. We are artists, athletes, and students. We have depression, PTSD, eating disorders, bipolar disorder, or maybe no diagnosis at all. Some of us were abused, some not. We come from all walks of life and can be any age. We are every race or religion that you can think of. Our common link is this: We are in pain. We self-injure. And we are not freaks.


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Old 27-01-2011, 11:35 AM   #2
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Right now I don't have any words but I saw you had no replies and wanted to bump this. I will return later to say a bit more. Take care of yourself, for now.



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Old 27-01-2011, 08:12 PM   #3
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thanks

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We are male and female. We are artists, athletes, and students. We have depression, PTSD, eating disorders, bipolar disorder, or maybe no diagnosis at all. Some of us were abused, some not. We come from all walks of life and can be any age. We are every race or religion that you can think of. Our common link is this: We are in pain. We self-injure. And we are not freaks.


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Old 28-01-2011, 03:24 PM   #4
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its really important to remember that as painful as it is, and as responsible you may feel, what your friend does is his choice. you did the best you could to be there for him, and if he still chooses to hurt himself, there really isn't much that you can do about it (other than tell someone who can be there to take care of him, if you know his parents or something).......

*giant hugs* i know that this situation is really really difficult and emotional to be in.




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The magical part: They NEVER run out, so borrow some any time you want.



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