Back to the PSYCH WARD?!?

[Jaxxine]

Hey Everyone. I'm Jaxxine.
I'm 14 and I've been self harming for 8 years and cutting for 4.
I do it because i was physically, mentally, and sexually abuse when i was little...
I just told my parents August of 2010 about the cutting...
but they didn't do anything...

So on December 20th, I talked to a school guidence counselor and i ended up at a psych ward for a week.
I've been there three times in the last month (Total of 3 weeks in the Hospital)... because I have Major Depression and my suicidal thoughts are making me insane!

My parents are really supportive now... but it's got to be me.

I think I might have to go back for a fourth time...
Any Advice?!? Please Help!!!


<3 ~ Jaxxine

[Emmabob.]

DONT put your number on the net.

[Gone.]

Hi there,

That all sounds very confusing and stressful for you. I can imagine that it was horrible to tell your parents about your hurting of yourself in August last year and for them not to do anything. That can be so dampening but I am glad you kept fighting and I am glad that you talked to your school guidance counsellor in December.

It sounds as though it has shocked you that you have been sent to the psych ward numerous times. I imagine this is not what you expected but do you know why people have taken the decision to put you there? It sounds as though people are incredibly concerned for your safety, they are just struggling to know what to say to you. They want to help, they just don't know how.

Maybe you could tell them why you don't want to go to a psych ward. Perhaps you could start by telling us. If you talk open and honestly to the people who want to help then they might begin believing you are engaging and will be less likely to put you on a psych ward.

Also, Jaxxine, please do be careful about putting your number online. I appreciate that you are desperate and do really want advise but you can never be sure who is reading your posts. For your own safety, it is best not to broadcast your details.

Take care.

[long road]

ditto'd
only put number somewhere you can control who sees it.
here only members can answer but the whole net can see.

ps. sorry things are so tough for you, keep safe as you can :)

[lonely_hope]

*hugs*
i really hope you're doing better now! other than that, i'm not so sure what to say :/ (and i do agree with the above posters who mentioned putting your phone # here... it may not be the best idea...)

pm if you need to talk

*more hugs*

[Jaxxine]

Thanks Guys. I didn't get to read your posts because I did go back.
It came out to a grand total of Eleven.

But I am MUCHHHH better now:)

<333 My love goes out to you all.

[Tig]

I'm so pleased to hear that things are much better for you now. Well done lovely. x