Can you try and tell us a bit more about what's going on for you at the moment, how you're feeling?
It doesn't sound like you're weak at all, it sounds like you're going through a lot of pain at the moment and struggling to keep holding on. The people who bullied you weren't right at all, they just get a kick out of seeing people unhappy.
What makes you not a good person, can you try and explain that a bit more?
I'm not sure what country you're from, but if you feel like you're going to harm yourself there are options, whether that's a helpline, a crisis team, going to a hospital and asking to see the duty psychiatrist, or calling an ambulance or the police if you need to.
I don't really have any words but basically want to echo what Too Shy said. You aren't weak. Just because you have been bullied doesn't make you weak. It is sad and unfair but actually makes you a stronger person to keep fighting through all of this.
as far as im aware, suicide threats/goodbye notes are against the rules..
Kind of insensitive?
She's clearly struggling with stuff right now..
I don't have many words but try and talk about what's going on for you right now if you can? Just because you were bullied, that doesn't mean you're weak. You were strong enough toget through the bullying so you're strong enough to get through this. Do you have any support right now?
i understand that you're having a really difficult time right now and that thinking about the rules was really low on your priority list, which is understandable, but Emmabob is right about goodbye letters being against the rules, because it might trigger other people..... but you can still get support if you just change it a little, just click on the edit button and take out the goodbye bit, try and say what you're feeling instead....
can you keep talking about whats going on?
you aren't weak, you just haven't found your courage yet... and you absolutely deserve to live, and deserve to be happy.
this is my magical medicine cabinet. Left to right they contain: courage, hope, calmness, and strength.
The magical part: They NEVER run out, so borrow some any time you want.
Gosh, reading things like this upsets me. I guess I can see why it's against the rules..but...yeah, listen..hold on another day. Please.
Talk to someone, anyone. A friend or a family member. They will be able to help you. Life will get better..it always does. You will get stronger..and you'll be able to look back and see how strong you were for being able to get through all this.
So you're feeling that life is the worst it can get now? Well things can only get better from now on. Things will get better, please just hang on.
Think about how your suicide will effect those around you - you're friends and family. They'll be torn apart...do you really want to do that to them?
Please call the hospital or the police or something. If I knew your details, I would do it for you, but I don't.
I don't really know what else to say....
Please just don't do it. :'(
Heading up to four years free. I NEVER thought I'd be in this position - recovery IS possible and it is even better than you can imagine :)
In my anguish I cried to the Lord, and he answered by setting me free. Psalm 118:5
no! please keep going! you're such a wonderful and valuable person- you shouldn't go like this :(
i know you can get through this. i've had those times where i've been in the midst of killing myself, but i'm still here. hang in there! things WILL get better. i've found that things are usually at their worst right before they get better.
i love you soooooo much, and i don't want you to go like this. please, please, please don't do anything to yourself :'(
i'm always here if you want to talk
*hugs and love*
"God take me, because I hate me" -Underoath
We are male and female. We are artists, athletes, and students. We have depression, PTSD, eating disorders, bipolar disorder, or maybe no diagnosis at all. Some of us were abused, some not. We come from all walks of life and can be any age. We are every race or religion that you can think of. Our common link is this: We are in pain. We self-injure. And we are not freaks.
If you kill yourself, you lose any chance of seeing if things can get better. You can't see the future, you don't know if things are going to stay the same or get worse, so what do you have to lose by staying alive? Once you're dead, you're dead.
I know bullying hurts, but the bullies are the weak ones, not you.
I would advise going to the hospital so you can be kept safe or at least until there is some support in place for you.
And yes, it is against the rules to post suicide/goodbye notes, and this is not the serious discussion thread, so it can be a little upsetting and triggering to see.
