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For EVERYONE :)
I'm looking around, trying my best to reply and help in some sort of way.
I care about everyone here and love some of you deeply.
I have no magical words...but I know where I've been and where I've come from, and where I am now.
BUT, there are a few things I can tell you from experience.
When you look in the mirror and don't like what you see...keep looking...but not in the mirror. Look deep inside yourself.
When you think that blade is the only way to "feel"...think it through, play the tape in your mind...and please remember you're worth so much more.
Hurting yourself isn't the way...it hurts!
We are here trying to learn how to lessen the hurt. I know that you can get through whatever situation you are in right now. It will be uncomfortable. It will feel un-natural. It will feel alien to you. But please give it a chance.
A few months or even years of being uncomfortable is worth more than living in "hell" the rest of our lives.
We ALWAYS have a choice. I have learned that in a very hard way. I used to get very angry when i heard from others that I had a choice. I thought I only had ONE way to live. But that simply isn't true.
What choice will you make? Pain forever or pain for a limited time? It's up to you and me also.
Again, I care about you all and I only now realize how other's felt when I was so low. That's the reason for this post. I truly hope someone will be helped by this.
love to all.
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