Mr.Sawyer

[oderint_dum_metuant]

today i would do anything to take back today i would give anything do anything say anything pay anything to have today not be true.


my favorite teacher Mr.Sawyer passed away last night. there is noone like him he greeted the class everyday at the begininng of the class and he never judged me or anyone he always treated us the same way no matter what we did or wore.he was always happy always joking around.

i didn't get to see him yesterday i was sick i could have gfone to school but i was too selfish and i didn't get to tell him goodbye and i don't know what i'm gonna do he was the reason i knew i wanted to be in science in my job he never looked at me differently casue i wore black he was just as happy to see me as he was everyone else. i had him in 10th grade for biology and i am supposed to have him this year for antatomy and i don't know what is gonna happen. i miss him soo much in class as i walked up on it i just started crying casue he wasn't there to say hi how are you today. and his class room it's so horrible his writing is still on the board his stuff is everywhere. i don't think i can go in there tommorrow it's just too much.

i just wish i had been there yesterday.i wish i could change it all


even if you don't know him or me keep him and his family in your prayers/thoughts please

[Katey-lou]

i know how it feels to loose soemone you looked up to as suddenly as that. i had a teacher at school die aswell and it was horrible the whole school were so upset. but his form my form was devastated. we all were told the next morning in an assembly the whole form just sort of sat there in tears, everyone. we didnt know what to do. non of us could take ourselves to walk back into the classroom we just sort of stood in the corridor starring at the door. everything was exactly the same as the day before when we had left it at the end of the school day1 its was horrible. but the best thing the form came togetehr evryone helped each other through it.
its not going to be an easy time for any of you, especially as you looked up to him.
however regretting soemthing that you didnt do, isnt going 2 help you. its horrible not being abel to say goodbye. but you have to try and remember all the good things the good memories. dotn feel guilty about it no one really got to say goodbye.

am praying for him and his family. and for you and your school xxx

[oderint_dum_metuant]

thank you very much

[Shadowedcorner]

I'm sorry. I don't know what its like to lose anyone. As a friend yes. As a best friend yes. But as for a living person. I'm so sorry Casper. You're always in my prayers.

[one_step_closer]

I'm so sorry, I can only imagine how difficult this must be for you. It sounds as if he was such a nice teacher, and to have something so good taken away can hurt a lot. You didn't know he was going to die did you? You were not selfish at all to stay off school because you were feeling ill, but I know that guilt is a very common feeling after trauma. Having all those things around that remind you of him must be so painful, please remember that things will get easier for you with time. Make him proud of you. I'm thinking about you, get in touch any time. Take care. xxx

[oderint_dum_metuant]

i went to his viewing thing for all the students (the regular viewing and funeral were private) and it was very well done. i was so proud that everyopne came out. we ran out of room (we were in a fairly s,mall church) and so we had people in th pews,balcony,chorus section, and sitting in the isles. we had to sit in the chorus so we we're facing everyone and watching them cry was so hard and i started t cry. it was very pretty very well done very good speakers..and it should've been he deserved everybit of it and more.

[one_step_closer]

I'm glad that you felt it went well, how are things for you now? xxx