What is the point?

Cherry Tree · 09-12-2010, 11:30 PM

I think I'm cursed. Really.
You know when everything is stripped away from you bit by bit, layer by layer.

Oh crap. I hate this.
I hate life.
I really hate failing again and again, being so naive! Believing in the stupid god damn mental health professionals with all their promises.
I'm tired of it. Tired of being a client. a patient. a burden.

I'm done. fuck it. I'm done.

GoldDustReturnz · 10-12-2010, 01:12 AM

Emma *offers gentle cuddles*

What's making you feel like this tonight lovely?

I don't want you to give up, I want you to keep going because you are doing really well.

Talk to us
<3

Looking4Hope · 10-12-2010, 03:11 AM

Hey hun. I know things are tough. But try to keep plugging along. I know it's hard as H*** to accomplish. But we all care about you. I don't think you are cursed or anything of the sort. Going through a REALLY hard spot? yes. Cursed? no.
I hope that those scattered thoughts help a bit.
Feel free to PM me. :)

distant_yellow · 10-12-2010, 03:58 AM

Well you are not a burden in any way. You are receiving help from these professionals because you need it. And you are definitely more than a patient or a client... you are your own person. I don't know you and I don't know your situation, but I do know that you are having a really hard time and I send sympathy.

weepingangel · 10-12-2010, 11:10 AM

Hello. Just wanted to offer hugs if you would like them. And my ears to listen.

Are you okay? How are you feeling now?

You deserve to be helped. i know that sometimes things with mental health professionals can be tough. i've experienced my fair share of that. But please keep trying. Keep fighting. Things can get better. It can be hard as hell but you can get there. Please don't give up.

You are not cursed. You're not a burden. And you are so much more than just a client or a patient. You are a strong and wonderful person with an amazing future ahead of you. i know it can be so impossibly hard to see that. But it's as true for you as it is for everyone.

crazykat · 10-12-2010, 11:13 AM

You are not a burden hun, what's making you feel this way? Bit by bit you will get through this. Here if you want to talk. Take care
Kat xxx

Cherry Tree · 11-12-2010, 12:16 AM

It hurts.
It hurts so much to be alive.
I'm trapped.
I have the plans.

talaiporia · 11-12-2010, 01:44 AM

Can you tell anyone about your plans?
Could you go to A&E if you need to?

x.Lollisaur.x · 11-12-2010, 08:39 PM

Emma sweetheart. Does Jocelyn know of your plans? Or anyone else?
Could you tell anyone?
I know it seems hard right now. But you are strong. You can fight through this.
You are an amazing person.
Take care.
Lynn xxx

weepingangel · 15-12-2010, 10:31 PM

Hey. How are you? Hope everything's okay. *tight hugs if they are wanted*