I don't know how many people are around who remember me, but I wanted to pop in and say hello.
I think about RYL a lot, I think about the people (especially you lovely vets and the great people in the virtual psych ward) and often wonder how you all are. I miss you all so much, I haven't been on RYL for a very long time - I haven't had any need to for myself, and I suppose in some ways, although I'd love to be here supporting and keeping contact with all the amazing friends I made here, it feels like wandering into a part of my life that I have closed the door on. I have many great memories from this website, but I don't want to delve into the bad memories.
Most of all I wanted to come here and say a huge thank you to everyone. To all of my RYL friends, to every person who listened to me complain when I was struggling, everyone who gave me advice, chatted with me, had a laugh with me, confided and trusted in me, and to Harley and everyone who keeps this website running. Thank you so much.
You have all, in your own ways, saved my life.
I remember you, albeit i dont think we spoke much. :)
RYL should create a "Thank You" section on the front page of the site from Ex-mambers who write stuff just like this one!
take care
Matthew x
~Phoenix~ is my Little Sister of Awesomeness and Self-Delusion :P Bitter Angel is my Mitten Animad is my Top Trump All Im Living For - Is my beautiful and special daughter who isnt called Kim but will moan if i dont add her :P
Does this mean you'll be coming to see us sometime? :P
You know I love you hun, and I'm terribly proud of you and all you've gotten through. I do miss you though, damn our busy schedules! x
Wake me up before I change again
Remind me the story that I won't get insane
Tell me why it's always the same
Explain me the reason why I'm so much in pain.
That's awesome. I remember you. I also haven't been here in a very long time, for the same reasons as you.
Take Care.
"...that incremental suicide of turning your life into a dream, to make being awake as similar to sleep as possible. Drowsily, lazily, dry-mouth your way through the day's ceremonies, fumble your way back into the dew-bather you never really left, draped in brown, brown now all around, the haze!" - Russell Brand on drug addiction.
"Si ma êkh gûndo piyiamásko...ándo bírto barruno. Bírto, bírto barruno."
