I've been seeing this thing on other sites, where you write letters to a list of people/things/etc. You write one letter everyday. I really wanna try it out, because it'd make me feel much better. So, you guys should try it with me too. :D
Here's the list.
Day 1 Your Best Friend
Day 2 Your Crush/boy(girl)friend/spouse
Day 3 Your parents
Day 4 Your sibling (or closest relative)
Day 5 Your dreams
Day 6 A stranger
Day 7 Your ex boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush
Day 8 Your favorite internet friend
Day 9 Someone you wish you could meet
Day 10 Someone you dont talk to as much as youd like to
Day 11 A Deceased person you wish you could talk to
Day 12 The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain
Day 13 Someone you wish could forgive you
Day 14 Someone youve drifted away from
Day 15 The person you miss the most
Day 16 Someone thats not in your state/country
Day 17 Someone from your childhood
Day 18 The person that you wish you could be
Day 19 Someone that pesters your mindgood or bad
Day 20 The one that broke your heart the hardest
Day 21 Someone you judged by their first impression
Day 22 Someone you want to give a second chance to
Day 23 The last person you kissed
Day 24 The person that gave you your favorite memory
Day 25 The person you know that is going through the worst of times
Day 26 The last person you made a pinky promise to
Day 27 The friendliest person you knew for only one day
Day 28 Someone that changed your life
Day 29 The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to
Day 30 Your reflection in the mirror
You can change the categories slightly to match your situation. You don't have to post yours here, only if you don't mind other people reading them. It's seems really cool. So, here I go.
Your Best Friend
Dear McKenna,
You've been my best friend since we were like five. You've always been there for me when I needed help and you always knew how to make me smile :) I know I live about six hours away now but your still my best friend in the world. Were so close we could be sisters. Your mom is like my second mom, actually I'd prefer yours over mine. I miss you so much but I'll hopefully see you during Thanksgiving Break! I know I talk to you almost everyday but it's not the same. Tell me how things are going back home and I'll keep in touch. Love ya sista' <3
Oh oh oh I want to do this! It sounds like a really good idea! I'm off to write the first one for my best friend! Thanks for the idea, will post it here when I'm done =]
This little lady is my life. She keeps me strong through everything <3
♫ I know I have a fickle heart and bitterness,
And a wandering eye, and a heaviness in my head ♫
Dear S,
I hate that weve grown apart. I miss you. I miss living together, we had so much fun. It was like having a sister, I really enjoyed it. I wouldnt have done have the things I did last year without you. You made me do it all! I trusted you, you minded me. Thank you =] I hope that well grow close again, its been about 5 years since we became friends! Thats crazy! I love that we can talk about pretty much anything. I love that youve accepted me for who I am and dont judge or anything. Lets have lunch, we need to spend more time together!x
This little lady is my life. She keeps me strong through everything <3
♫ I know I have a fickle heart and bitterness,
And a wandering eye, and a heaviness in my head ♫
Olivia and Becca, we have been friends for about 4 years now. We've stuck together through the good and bad times. I guess what I really want to say is thank you for everything. If I had never met the two of you I wouldn't have done half the things I have done. I'd still be that little quiet girl in the corner you thought was called Zoe. I also want to say sorry. Sorry for being such a moany cow, changing my mind about things and just generally being a bitch.
I love you guys so much and wouldn't change you for the world!
My sweet boyfriend,
I miss you so much since I'm not living close to you right now. I miss you so much it physically hurts. Hun, you've given me so much support in just the past year it's just amazing. You've saved my life a few times and I've saved you, it's just how we are. You've been so loving and caring to me and I don't know what I'd do with out you.You've been the best and I thank you for that. You've put up with my mood swings and my complaints abput family. Your the only one who listens and understands. Thanks I love you.
Dear Y.
It's been fourteen years since we first met + right from the word go you were always there for me through everything. Even things you thought were silly, you still stood by me. I wish it was still like that.. We drifted apart + we would sometimes go for weeks without speaking or seeing each other which is ridiculous because you only lived around the corner.. literally. What happened? Now you don't even live in my city anymore + I don't know when I will see you next. I hate the fact we aren't as close anymore because for ten years we were in every class together. Always sitting next to each other, copying each others homework, writing secret notes to pass under the table.. I wish I could turn back time + do it all over again. I'd do anything to go back to those days + have you back in my life properly. You're at University now, having the time of your life + I hope you do well. I wish you luck in everything you do. Please don't forget me. I love you x
Dear D.
What else can I say besides the fact that I love you? You've given me everything I could've ever needed or wanted from you. You've put up with all the crap that I've thrown at you + you've never once threatened to leave. I know you're for real when we talk about marriage + having babies and the way you look at me still makes my heart melt. I know I'm not the easiest of people to be with + nothing is ever simple or straight forward when it comes to me but you've never stopped trying. I hope you know I'm serious when I say I want to spend the rest of my life with you. I love you so much + I'd never change you for the world. You're everything to me baby. x
Dear Momma.
I don't know how you managed to put up with me but you have. There's still a lot of things that are unsettled between us + I think you know this just as much as I do but you're too scared to admit it. I love you, I really do. How could I not? But there's certain things you do that I really don't agree with. I'd never tell you this because I couldn't have you hate me again but I really wish you knew how much I want you to stop. You confide in me because I'm 19 now + you say I'm an adult but I sometimes want you to think before you tell me something because even though I'm 19, I'm still your child Momma. I still need you to know that I don't need to know everything that's going on in your life. I don't know.. Maybe now you trust me enough to tell me your secrets? I just wish I could tell you mine because there's so much you don't know about me still.. I know that you always say that you have my best interest at heart when you try + make decisions for me but when are you going to realise that I need to make my own mistakes in order for me to live my own life? I'm grateful that you care so much but I just need you to sometimes back down + let me take charge of my own stuff. Thankyou, honestly, for everything. You really are an amazing woman + I admire you for your strength + courage in everything you do. Some day, I hope to have the same amount of wisdom that you do now. I love you Momma, from the bottom of my heart. x
Dear Daddy.
I miss you + I hate that you live over 200 miles away from me. We haven't had the best relationship that people have seen between a man + his daughter but I'm not going to deny the fact that that's down to you. It's your fault we didn't speak for 3 years + when you nearly died, I didn't even know. No-one from your side of the family even bothered to contact me when you went into hospital + I'm still pissed off that you didn't even tell me about your damn wedding, let alone invite me. It's okay, I'll learn to forgive you some day because I really do love you Daddy. Momma hates the fact that I pretty much idolise you + sometimes I do wonder why because you're not exactly the greatest of people. You used to push Momma around, didn't you? I've seen you do it + I've seen the marks you've left her. Oh, and you really scared me the other day when you told your wife that if she didn't shut up then you'd break her jaw. I don't understand why you'd even consider saying something like that. You've got such a temper on you that you make me want to cry, + I hate to admit it but I'm just like you. I get my short fuses from you + it's your genes that have made me who I am because I'm just like you Daddy, in every single way. My looks, my build, my shape. I even have hands + feet like you. Are you proud of me? Are you proud of what you made, then forgot + picked up again? I was your first. I just wish you'd calm down + see what you've got before you lose everything again. I don't want to spend the next God knows how many years without a Daddy. I spent to long trying to find you again. Please keep me in your life, I really love you. x
Dear Cheryl,
Hey wev'e been best friends ever since we were in hospital in 2004. You're there for me by text every day but I miss seeing you in person. I know you're not able for it right now but I hope you will be one day. You've gotten me through a lot of crap and you're there for a laugh too. I really hope you will feel a bit better soon, for yourself and also so I can see you.
Day 1 — Your Best Friend K,
I miss you so much. You're not just my best friend in the whole wide world, you're my sister from another mister, my real other half - the other part of me, which has been put in a different body. I have no idea how I got by before I met you, before our crazy dancing, our silly accents and our drunken heart to hearts. I wish I could express how proud of you I am, without being drunk, or sounding like an idiot, but I really really couldn't be more proud of you. You're going to make the most fantastic nurse - you're already the most fantastic nurse - and you're going to save millions of people's lives, just like you saved mine. I love you.
You are a wonderful creation.
You know more than you think you know, just as you know less than you want to know.
Day 2 — Your Crush/boy(girl)friend/spouse Boy,
I wish I could write something really profound, but I've used all my writing talent for NaNo. So, all I can say is that I love you, and I wish you knew how much you meant to me. You're my whole life, you're everything to me. Even if your sister is a bitch. You're so funny and kind and gorgeous, and I want to make you see that. I know it's been rough lately, and I know I'm a really difficult person to be with, but it won't always be like this. We just need to stick to it, and everything'll be alright. We'll be alright, I promise.
You are a wonderful creation.
You know more than you think you know, just as you know less than you want to know.
Dear A.
Before you came along I was so bloody lonely! I had Momma all to myself but it wasn't the same because I wanted someone to play with + someone to look after. Even at such a young age, I craved for someone to need me + when you arrived, I knew I'd found someone who I could look after. I was only 6 when you were born but you really did make me happy. I had a little sister to call my own. You're all grown up now + I love you even more. We can have conversations about serious issues without the risk of you being silly or giggling + you can come to me with any of your problems. I love that you trust me enough to tell me your secrets + you trust me not to tell anyone. I'd take your secrets to my grave if you asked me to + I'd do anything to protect you. I love the way you text me everyday after work asking me if I'm coming home to you or what bus I'm getting so you can time how long it'll take me to get home so you can see me before you go to bed. I love that you seem to love me so much. Your friend once told me that you got all upset in school because you said that you wished you were pretty like me but my gosh A, why don't you see that you're so beautiful already? Don't wish that you looked like someone else when you're already so lovely? Believe me when I tell you that you're perfect. I love you, my little baby sister. x
Dear B.
Where do I start with you? I wish you were mine. Honestly, I'd do anything to claim you all to myself. People always say that I'm like your second mother + I wish you were old enough to understand how much that means to me. I love the way you always come into my bed in the morning + cuddle me because you're cold or the way you look when you've just woken up. You're so beautiful + pretty and I really wish you truly understood how much you mean to me. I don't think I could survive without you. Everything about you seems to keep me going + it's probably really silly but I never go anywhere without my half of your blanket that you gave me + I have your baby blanket on the end of my bed. They've never been washed and their smell makes me feel all warm inside. I wish you could stay little forever. Little man, little sausage, little soldier, I love you. With all my heart + soul, I'm yours. x
Day 3 — Your parents Mum,
I know we don't get on all the time, and things have been difficult since I dropped out of uni, but I think the world of you. I think you're the most amazing woman in the world, you're so strong and lovely, and if I'm as much like you as everyone says I am, I couldn't be prouder.
You are a wonderful creation.
You know more than you think you know, just as you know less than you want to know.
Day 4 — Your sibling (or closest relative) My Little Brothers,
I love you both so so much. I know I'm a mardy bum, and I can get really stroppy at you, but I know that you know that I love you both millions and millions and millions. I do see myself as your "second" parent, even if your father has stepped back into your lives, I think you'd still come to me if you were in trouble, before you turned to him. L, when you got sick this summer, you scared the life out of me. I worried about you too much for words, even though I knew you'd be okay with mum and A and I by your side and making you better. And A, I'm proud of you too, even if you're a premature little teenager, and a right stroppy sod most of the time, but you can still be cute when you need to be. I hope you both know I'll always, always be here for you, no matter what.
My Big Brother,
The one who snuck off to Denmark. Ha. I miss you so much. It's weird, growing up with someone, sharing a room with them as a kid, and getting into so much trouble with all the way through your life, just for them to go on holiday and decide to stay there. And because you didn't technically move out, you went to stay with a "friend" and never came back, when I moved out last year, I got the worst tears, because I was sort of the first one to move out. That's all your fault! But honestly, I know we fought a lot as kids, but point out one brother + sister who get on all the time? We always made up, and we always got on when it mattered. I have so many amazing memories of you, and I will never ever forget them. I love you, and your missus, and your silly little pug, so so so much.
You are a wonderful creation.
You know more than you think you know, just as you know less than you want to know.
Dear Dreams.
I wish you'd get lost. I hate you, all of you + I wish you'd leave me alone. I hate the way you terrorise me when I need to sleep or the way you fill my mind + soul with things I want to forget about or things I don't want to think about. They're pointless + you have me up for hours during the night trying to work out if anything in those dreams symbolised my life in any shape or form. You have me sat up at night, too scared to go to sleep because I know you're going to return at some point + have me wake up crying or shaking again. I hate to admit it but, you even get me during the day when you catch me day dreaming or when I'm not focused on anything. You're ruining me and my lack of sleep is making me a horrible person. I wish you'd just leave me alone, please? Tell the BFG he's fired.
Those are good -LetMeSign- :) Thanks for participating!
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Day Three-Your parents
Mom, I know how hard you try and I think you really do care but sometimes it just isn't good enough. Sound familiar? Yeah it's when "Dad" always tells me I'm not good enough and then continues to verbally abuse me while you stand around and watch. You don't know how to be a mom. I feel no kind of connection with you at all. I don't need you anymore, I stopped needing you when I was 12 which is the same time I started taking care of my sister. Sorry.
