Triggering (SI) - Background and First aid [request] please!

[searching_soul]

A week ago tomarrow, i was intensly triggered by an independent film [which SUPRISE had an SI clip in it] I couldn't do anything because i had friends over.
That night the rest of my family went to church [i was ill] i was okay for a little while then it all hit me at once. I found where my tools were hidden. [my parents know, are increadibly supportive, and are trying to help me be as safe as possible]

Next thing i know i'm on the floor in my bathroom with blood everywhere. . . i made a really stupid cut and couldn't get it to stop. i got scared and ended up calling my 'dad' [i'm adopted]. All i could say was "i'm sorry, i need help." The next thing i knew he was shaking me trying to get me to come too. He thought he was going to have to call an ambulance. . .
After three more days of being deathly numb i broke out of it in tears. i'm feeling much better now. . . but my wound is increadibly painful. What scares me is that it's not the actual 'incision' that hurts, but inside, possibly the vein. It's like a very dull but very strong bruise or sting . . .
i'm not sure what to do. i don't want to have to go to the doctor again.

[Chrissyann]

It's really good that you've got supportive parents, and that he was there to help you. I don't know what to suggest about your cut, other than to go to the doctors I'm afraid. If you cut deep enough to pass out, then you definitely need a doctor to have a look at it. It's too late for stitches now, but at least the doctor will be able to sort it out for you. I know you said you don't want to go, but it's better to be safe than sorry, especially if your cut still doesn't feel right.

Hope you're alright
*hugs*
Take care
Chrissy
xxx

[klo_flo]

Hello love.

Whether adopted or not hun, I think being a parent is playing a role and I'm really pleased that you have supportive parents hun.

I know you wrote this a couple of days ago, but I was wondering if you did get your wound seen to... how it was feeling now?

Hope you're ok,
Chloe xx

[Mandimoo]

hey, how you doing now? *big hugs* mand x

[Aidee]

It's good that your parents are supportive and are there for you.

Now, I'm slightly confused as to what you are asking advice for? Are you asking bout wound care or about why the wound still hurts?