Contains Suicide - support needed

[minnie]

hi

I havent posted on here in a while

I am hearing three voices....a woman called hannah....god and satan
at the moment they are talking about me making conversations with each other....hannahs telling me to take all my tablets and god and satan are agreeing with her egging her on
I dont know what to do anymore.....hannahs saying shes my friend and wants me at peace....I am suicidal and her making these comments are tipping me over the edge
I see my cpn on tuesday but I am not brave enough to tell her about hannah...god and satan
I am at a lost end and I have had enough now I just want peace

[lizliz]

I'm not sure what to say hun, but I feel like I should say something. I hope you can talk to your doctor... let her know what's going on..she's there to help you. Hang in there. You can make it through this.

please talk to your cpn about them he/she can help you

[minnie]

I spoke with my cpn this morning and cried my eyes out......she gave me a hug to make me feel better.........she said about the haloperidol that had been stopped by my psych and said that she was going to ask him if I could go back on it.....she gave me my injection that was due today.....I feel a little better in telling her about hannah and she was trying to reassure me that she isnt real but its hard to believe that shes not real as shes there all the time with god and satan.

Thankyou for your replies