I always feel alone, deep within my thoughts. No matter how many people are around, no matter how many surround me, I am yet alone in my dwelling thoughts.
When she lowers her eyes she seems to hold all the beauty in the world between her eyelids; when she raises them I see only myself in her gaze. - Unknown
I'm always feeling lonely, even when I'm at church and I have the best people around me. I feel like a burden to them especially with certain things and so I draw back. Some of the youth from my church went on a week away in easter and I spent most of the time on my own because I felt so alone and unwanted.
I'm simply this...
Used, Abused, Confused,
Humliated, Discusted
I'm NOT Ok,
I'm FINE,
F***ed Up
Insecure
Neurotic
Emotional
I'm all alone in this huge world.
I've felt like this since I was 4 and I lost my brothers best friend, he was like a 2nd bro to me. Loosing him was the start of all my problems. I know that I have God but atm I feel distant from Him, I'm questioning Him which I shouldn't be... I just want to feel loved.
God Bless You All, You're all in my prayers
Ami x
Last edited by On.My.Way : 04-06-2007 at 09:48 PM.
I haven't seen anyone in the real world for about a week. I really can't relate to people. I can't think how people have relationships, talk, live together.
Everyone is at school, or work, making friends, having lives, getting together.
I want someone who I can talk to. For some reason, I can't open up at all.
I feel so alone I can hardly breathe. x
Blessed Be, x Pip
"Life is hard. Then you die. Then they throw dirt in your face. Then the worms eat you. Be grateful that it happens in that order."
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Small_Black_Flower is my sister
i feel more alone than ever right now. i dont really have friends and because me n my bf arent on great terms at the minute he feels as far away as he possibly could be....i dont feel like i have anyone out side of the WWW. i am hating it