okay so i started self harming about 2 month ago.. i was really depressed i felt like it would never stop but then i went all happy.. and before i know it im back to cutting again.. i dont know whats wrong with me... is it normal.. or am i bipolar or something... it happens all the time.. a couple days im all happy and then the next couple days im SH like crazy.. please help me..i dont know what to do
Sorry to hear things have been so up and down for you. None of us can diagnose you on here but if you are SH and are having extreme mood swings, it is definitely worth having a chat to your GP if you feel able to. In the mean time, how about trying the Samaritans or similar? SH isn't 'normal' but that doesn't mean YOU are not normal - it just means you're dealing with horrible feelings in a negative way.
As said above, we can't diagnose you. Self-harm is not "normal", but what you are describing can be common among self-harmers.
Since you have started recently, the sooner you get help, the less difficult it will be to become too dependent.