i am struggling with alot of things right now,, my eating is probably not the worst aspect of what is going on at all,, nothing is making sense to me right now and i do not know what to do with myself so i am just letting you all know that even though the only thing i want to do is help you all, i just can't, i read every post in the hope to form a reply to it but i just can't and i am so sorry. i know you are all going to tell me not to apologise but i feel i have to so here is my apology >>[apology from Lucy]<<
if i was to explain everything that is happening it would take up pages so i won't for your sakes, i just hope my apology and slight explanation is information enough for you all to understand i probably won't be myself for a while.
i have recieved alot of PM's over the past few days refering to my rants and i want to thank those people for that, it is really appreciated >>[thank yous from Lucy]<<
i'm sorry for this,, i just didn't want people to think i just can't be bothered with replying etc, i am just not myself at the moment and i don't really want people to suffer for that so i am attempting to keep my mouth closed for a while and just stay out of the way.
so take care of yourselves beautifuls.
much love to you all and keep fighting and being wonderful.
Lucy, you're such a darling.
Honestly - you've got nothing to apologise for. I know that it won't make things any easier, or you feel any better - but you're allowed to be struggling. I highly doubt that anybody would hold it against you if you did take some time out.
You do so much for RYL, and I'm glad that you're listening to your body and not pushing yourself too hard - just remember that we're all always here for you if you need anything.
Lucyyy. *cuddles*
I'm sorry your not doing so well right now, but you have to do what is best for you, and if your not up to posting no one will ever hold that against you. we all care about you and want you to be well, you have to take care of yourself.
I hope your feeling better soon, your so strong, and we are always here when you're ready to come back.
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Dont get yourself down on not being able to reply to posts. We all know that you love us and care about us. And all of us go through times that we just need time to figure things out for ourselves. But if you ever need help... you know where I am... always.
*cuddles*
Sweetheart you have nothing to apologise for at all. You are the most important person you should be looking after, the rest of us should come in second to yourself.
If you ever need me, even if it's just for someone to rant at, I'm only a PM away.
Take care of yourself sweetheart. x
