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Old 13-09-2010, 08:10 PM   #1
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Contains sexual abuse - I told

erm im being stupid
but i had an assessment today and for the first time admitted i was sexually abused as a child


now i feel ive betrayed them
my firends say they proud of me but well i hate myself for it
im pathetic
maybe it wasnt that bad
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Old 13-09-2010, 08:12 PM   #2
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Well done sweetheart!
i know you're not proud of yourself, but I am extremely proud of you.
I'm sure everyone will agree it was incredbly brave of you.
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Old 13-09-2010, 08:50 PM   #3
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that was so so brave. i think it was absolutely the right thing to do. it sounds like it was really difficult for you but that just means you deserve to be all the prouder of yourself.

i would also say you were betrayed by the person who hurt you. you have not betrayed them.

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Old 13-09-2010, 08:51 PM   #4
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You've taken the first step to really valuing and respecting yourself. I'm proud of you.

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Old 14-09-2010, 01:33 AM   #5
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Well done it's a fantastic step forward. Congrats.



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Old 14-09-2010, 01:46 AM   #6
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Well done, and you're not being stupid :)

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Old 14-09-2010, 02:56 AM   #7
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very well done




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Old 14-09-2010, 08:24 PM   #8
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thanks
im seriosuly struggling with feelings right now
im taking dangerous risks as i know all i deserve is this kind of thing
im sorry



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Old 14-09-2010, 09:12 PM   #9
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well done for telling.
please try not to harm yourself



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Old 18-09-2010, 04:38 PM   #10
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I am failing at dealing with this i tried to speak to therapist but she didnt want to know i feel so so on my own and well yeah i'm seriously on my own and only good for what they can do with me only of use to people who think they can **** me about and well i deserve it



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Old 18-09-2010, 06:03 PM   #11
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What a brave thing to do.



'Never forget what you are. The rest of the world will not. Wear it like armor, and it can never be used to hurt you.'

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Old 18-09-2010, 08:12 PM   #12
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not brave stupid i deswerve it



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Old 18-09-2010, 09:00 PM   #13
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No one deserves to be treated like that no one and you have absolutely done a very brave thing in telling. Don't punish yourself you have done nothing wrong and everything right!

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Old 18-09-2010, 09:04 PM   #14
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i deserve it totally ive betrayed them
totally betrayed them
im sorry
so sorry
im pathetic
im useless
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Old 18-09-2010, 11:29 PM   #15
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you dont deserve it.



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Old 19-09-2010, 07:31 PM   #16
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im totally losing it at the moment
my memories are awful and im dissociating loads and i cant do this anymore and i deserve all i get and well i had a run in with my ex as well and i just cant cope and im sorry this is more of a rant but i cant cope with the fact i have betrayed my parents
i am a bad daughter
and yesterday mum asked if i remember them doing things to me when i was little at all and i said no but yes i do
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Old 19-09-2010, 10:34 PM   #17
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It doesnt make you a bad person to lie to your mother. I did that too, when she asked the same question.

Im sorry that you are feeling so bad.
And Im sorry that I dont have any good advice.



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Old 20-09-2010, 07:43 PM   #18
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I'm sorry i cant cope



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Old 22-09-2010, 09:23 PM   #19
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I'm sorry keep feeling things and well i'm not coping well sorry



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They're worth so much more after I'm a goner
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Old 22-09-2010, 09:33 PM   #20
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dont know what to say, just wanted to give hugs and say i kinda understand how you feeling



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