Thank you both for the replies. i talked with my psych again about it yesterday then saw my doctor and got blood tests done etc. i have the pre admission next week so yep, will definitely be letting them know everything and having a good talk about it. I guess at the moment, I'm not concerned about it weight-wise, but more because of the fact that I'm still purging everyday and wondering how much of an effect that could have on it.
The surgery isn't crucial, so...I was even thinking.. what are the possibilities about discussing post-poning it for awhile so I can get things under control? I don't know how stupid that is, I'm aware I may have to wait a fair awhile for it again but it will give me to chance to really stop purging, you know?
I can be alright thinking about the surgery but then I'll start to get really scared again thinking what if's. I know I shouldn't. But yeah. lol
Eh, I'll just have a really good chat to them next week about it, who knows, they may decide I shouldn't have it just yet anyway.. I guess I'll just have to wait and see what till happen. Thank you both again for replying, I really appreciate it x
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