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Contains illicit drugs - Worried about relapse *Some grieving*
I've had problems with opiates in the past, thankfully recognized them enough to only have one close run-in with things getting dangerous. Still, I'm worried about relapsing, because I just lost a friend and just moved to a new city where it is easier to get H than weed, which is kind of ridiculously easy. I thought maybe going to uni would help me, until yesterday when I almost stepped on some used rigs in the gutter; it's more of a possibility than I thought, even here. I can't relapse right now, not when I've almost lost connection to my reasons for staying sober, my reasons for living. I'm just really scared right now.
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